22 May 2010

Today , Im feeling nt vry well ...maybe , im wanna sick oledi ..fever , headache .. So , today hvt go anywhr ..bcoz , im scare pengsan at outside ...this few week ...i everyday also go pavillion ...pavillion nw look like my another homes. This Thursday ,im only go Tenji with my frenz ...thr sushi puffer is so delicious ...im knw , tat day lunch will make me fat again...so until nite we going to swim ...

Next Saturday , i gonna to go PD ..for fun ...bcoz we booking a resort in water chalet in PD ..tat room is so expansive ...Rm 7xx ...for a nite ...i think i will go and enjoy it ...spa , fishing , swim ..and others...
wanna to bring some of a gal to go 1 ...but , hvt got some1...i still remember wanna bring some1 to go for spa ...but nw is gonne....

So , i wish i can enjoy for myself ....

Money Is Nt Important For Me Nw~

Haihzz...nw i got the money , so how ? still cannot to get bk my happily ....Im upgrade my job level ..Nw im supervisor...y until nw , i still nt happily ? i try many times to make myself happy , but still cant ...maybe my heart still broken ...

i accepted for myself ..i dun wanna to be a poor guy anymore ...bcoz , i knw many of the gal is nt like the poor guy ...maybe money is vry important at there life ...and i wanna to know something ..Who can tell me , how much u get the money ..u only enough ..??

2-3 month left ..i will open coffee house to share with my friends ....nw , i ned to do is ..buy the new model hp ..HTC Legend in this month ...and i still got many things wan to buy , buy i will but at next month ...and i still wanna to say with Michelle ..u r the best , but i still nt accept u...bcoz , i wanna to waiting for some1...maybe 2-3 years...so u no ned to waiting me ..

Happy Mother's Day~

Mom ,
happy mother day ..And i wanna to wish all become mother's Happy Mother's Day~bcoz all the gal become a mother is so hardly ..and i wanna to say with my Mom , Mom..I LOVE U~

Just nw , im thinking ..can i be a good father , when i married ..I think i cant ...but i will do my best ..bcoz , if i wanna my family happy ..i give them all the best ...and give them all the Love , bcoz all the happies around us ...just c , u knw to using it or not...

nw , i only knw ..how to give some1 happy ..happy is nt wanna to always keeping her ..some of the time is wanna to let her relax ...surface ..bcoz got some of the gal is doesn't like abt tat ..before , i think always keep abt her , she will happy ..Is nt .. maybe my love expirance is nt enough ...Im So Sorry~Jesus , if u can give me a chance again ..i will keep it better ..

Have A Song ~

1 more month ,im learning the guitar ..i learn a song ~How do i live ..nt so good ..but still can listen of the sound ..

This is the best song of my life ..i dunno y , maybe this song can give me some of memory~I will keep the best ..

And i wanna to say sorry to some1 , bcoz i hvt keep her best ...bcoz im BASTARD~!!

and another tat , i still wanna to say sorry to another gal..i cant to accept yr present is too expansive ..and i still cannot to accept for yr love ..if nw i accept u , just will using u to combine with another 1..

Pls , forgive me ...u r the best 1 ..Im "NOT"..im nt the best like u saying~SoRRy~give me so of times pls..

Ray's Out~

Ray's Out ~ i also dunno why i will write this topic ,this words is stay at my heart long time ago..I think before Ray is blunder , disgrace , unembarrassed ~BASTARD!!!!

Nw ray is Happy but can't compare with before ...Until nw heart is not greive like before ..but my heart still got pierce~plz take a Smile : )

Before I do lots of wrong affair~Sorry to my parents ..to let you all worried abt me~Last month Thx for your support in this moment..

I will cherich all the things i have ...before im lose lot of the things ...Nw i dun wan miss it again ..

And i will to recollect wat i hving before ...because Happy or Sad only will can make me grow up~

Before tat Lazy , Bastard is gone ...Nw i ned to change out of my bad things ...Ray u r Newbie~must listen other ppl talking~My life is given by God ..thx Jesus~