Still never forget 1st time meeting at Club~

I still remember tat day , we meeting at club ,tat club call Barcelona~this is my 1st time meeting~i got a little bit scare ...when i until the club ..im waiting her at outside the club ...because she still hvt come yet ...more thn 15 min , she come with his frenz ...when i looking for her , she is so pretty ...she wear the brown with the flower dress...tat cloth i see before , bcoz she send pic msg let me c oledi ...At my brain .. My brain also say WoWoooo...she is so pretty ...when we go until inside ..i dunno wat can i do ...then i got 1 frenz call me how 2 do ...until tat time im nt scare anymore ..i know ..if i scare ..i cant 2 do anythings ....so , me and frenz going to take alcohol 2 drink ...my frenz call me take the alcohol lets yr tat gal 2 drink ...after finish 2 drink ..i go out 2 c my other frenz come oledi onot ...

When i going bk to they table ..they all are going 2 dance-floor oledi ...thn i going out invite her 2 go for dance ...give me the feel is vry cool ...thn we dance together ..i touching her waist ..and i touching her waist bcoz she dress wanna to fall down ..so i help her to touching it ..dun let the dresses fall down ..she is so short , but can let me feel i can protect her ...

When she tired , i send her go bk the table for they frenz sitting ...after tat , i going out 2 find my frenz ...When i wanna go to invite her go out to dance anymore ..she is gone ..she wanna go bk oledi ..thn i sms for her , she tell me at outside oledi ..thn i run to go down ..she tell me is late ..wanna to back home ..so ...we just bye to bye by us ...

This meeting Until nw i still remember all the things about this ...I still remember 2nd - 3rd and forth day ..we meeting

~I NOT WILL FORGET IT~bcoz this is change 2 be my history ~

Waiting~

wat im waitng nw ? waiting some1 friends reply my msg ..bcoz this msg will make ours can be a friends onot ..maybe , she dun think this is vry important ..but , in me ..i think tat is more important to me ...tat will make me lose a friend ..

I cant 2 call her , bcoz i so scare ..she will thinking abt me will giving her some stress..so i just can waiting ..i just wanna some of friends to support me to do anythings ..tat will make me feel comfortable ...

But , nt im thinking on my brain is ...10% she will go ..and another 90% she nt will go ..Haihzzz...i think no chance to be friends oledi ...God , can me a chance...pls~i dun wan to make our nt happy anymore ..i wan Happily...

Only 1 ppl leave msg at Here~

That is it ...tat also is my important thing at my life ...but whatever ..now she not is my important things oledi ...bcoz , i choose for her is leave her go ...Like tat , only can make ours "HAPPY"~

So , i choose leaving ..i just hope we can be a friend ..because , only like tat , our brain only not will say ..we lose anythings...and we not too close better ...too close , will make ours some1 sad...so , our life just can be a friends ...."Anythings also same , Dun Too CLose "Until last minute at this world..c they will protect u onot ?

Dun Listen 2 Many Others ppl~They Will Control U~

Now , i only know ..i dun like to listen too many others people say ..because , they will say something 2 control me ~Friend talking about ..just can listen ,and also must thinking by yourself ...is True Or False ~

Before , i listen some of friend say ..he call me just follow what he say , then i follow...after get the result is false ~This false ,make me losing the important things....

Sometimes , u will do somethings is false ..so , just do u thinking about is good or bad ...whatever tat is yr best friends or what ...she also will using u , and give up with u~

Everyday , yr friends call u to do somethings ..tat things is better for u or not wonder for u ...or tat is not yr things ...they join u , because ..they can get for they own-self...Borrow ~borrow ~borrow~

My Dream is Started by Nw~

wowowow...^^ nw my life change 2 be vry colourfull ,y? bcoz ..my dream is started ..so many trip waiting for me 2 go ..so nw , my 1st trip is going langkawi by myself ..^^ i like going whr by myself , bcoz i can take many many pic ..^^at here , i ned 2 thx for my gf ..bcoz she make me c many things , amd learn many things at nw ...

yesterday , im vry happy ..after finish class , going 2 sg.long (OLD TOWN) , after tat ..go Screat Resipe ~and going 2 seminyih mountain ..2 c the good view...When i until my home , my frenz ask me wanna 2 go steamboat onot ? thn i sure say YES~after finish steamboat 11pm left ..thn i going 2 find shern ..and thn going 2 Makota cheras thr , for cc ...after 1-2am left..i asking my frenz 2 going pub 2 drink somethg.....wow , at this day fully booking ~^^THX for Yr all~~

Missing~

Now , my life change until ..boring,bcoz my gf leaving me ,but nvm..i will keep my life 2 be best ..but until nw , i still feel sad abit ..maybe , i still cannot forget it...bcoz , i never love some1 girl lik tat before...i will nt accept any female again ...bcoz ,she is my best lover~

Anyway , i will live alone ..& i will waiting her 2 come bk ...if she will come bk , i never let her go again...nw she sad many bad things and angry me ..but i never angry her .maybe i vry love her...i duno y she will change 2 be another 1 ...i knowing tat nicole is nt will lik tat 1...

if she nt come bk , i will stay alone until dead...maybe many ppl will say im stupid , crazy ...but nvm , i knw how i love her ....i can using my life 2 change her 2 come bk , if she say ...